I will miss you mom

This monday 21 was not only the birthday of my little brother, was the day my mom left this world, I was gone for the last days cause I was so broken and destroyed in the inside, but I cant stop and cry forever, she wouldve yell at me for that, I need to move on with my  brothers and continue this Life thing, I cant show weakness infront of my little brother, I need to be now the image of support he needs since dad is never home and I will.

I promise myself to become a better person and to acomplish all of the wishes my mother had on me, I know I wont dissapoint her, I will always miss her and I will keep making her tea before bed, just the way she use to like it.

She always liked to be know in public and I never talked about her, so she wouldve love this, her name was Jacqueline, she was 48, she liked to laugh and talk a lot, and she was the person with the biggest heart that a son could ever feel, and I will always say thanks to her cause she loved me with all my flaws and mistakes.

I am not a religious guy, so I cant say she is in heaven yelling at god, but wherever she is now, I know she is more happy than here.

Is no longer time to be sad, she gets pissed with sad people and the complete family already cried, lets now give her a great applause for being an incredible and the best mom ever, and like she always told me but I never listened, now I understand what wouldve been to have 5 more minuts more with her.

I will always love u mom